I put my head on His knee. "I have not been able to pray" I said. " really pray".
So, today that I finally get to be here, these are the words I long to say.
" I know there is a long road ahead of me. I know You promised to always be there. But what do I do at times such as these. When I feel I am stuck at a point. When I cannot see beyond what is in front of me. When things seem to be happening and passing me by. When I give and do not get back. When I love but things just do not work out. When my best does not feel good enough. When...when...when..."
I look up at Him and hear those words still.
This too will pass.